New Boyprennnnn LOL 

No not me!!! hahaha

Stayed up all night doing my sisternye keje then subuh n then by 7am start masak for lunch,n utk adik yin buat bekal g keje..

Then my dad panggil..n he said :

"Kin arnab kamu dh pndai bwk boyren balik nihhhh!!!"

Wahhhh...baru je sebut tht i wanna get a partner for her..pandai dah Tin Tin bwk bakal suami blk umah hahaha!!

Rupenye arnab rumah sebelah..comell nye lah Ya Allah,mata merah n mcm anggora..n really2 jinak pnggil je terus dtg!!

N so i went to return the lil bunny to the owner next door,first time gak jumpe neighbor hw really sweet of them!!! (hello neighbor!)

Nama metot tu TOM,n diorg pggil Tin Tin si Penny rasanya,lantaklh janji happy hehehe..diorg ingat Tin Tin tu stray rabbit..

Xlah,Tin Tin dah biasa x berkurung so bila kat kawasan ni limited space then i simply let her wander around these area..

Sedap je dia berjln2 masuk umah org,now dpt bf baru suka lettew!!!

Dulu Tin Tin dah beranak byk kali tp semua hilang n mati,rasa org curi kot hmmm..so now dpt bwk dia je kat sini n mmg niat nk cr kn dia kwn..

My family suruh cari arnab betina..tp nmpknya Si Tin Tin ni lagiiii pandai hehehe bagus bagus!!

So now Tin Tin dah ada kawan baru,harap diorg akan dating selalu pastu dapat lah kin cucu2 bunnies yg comel-comel yeahhhh!!!!

Kalau x si Tin Tin ni duk depan pintu umah je lah,sama2 tgk tv teman my dad mlm2..baik je budak ni mkn pun main balun je,lagi suka cat food or nasi ikan rebus n so far alhmdulillah mmg sihat..

N yes before u comment,i do feed her with rabbit's food n veges but ths lil princess of mine apparently suka cat foods more than her normal one..but dia healthy so ok lh kn?

Ok..tunggu dia bunting..comeyyyy nyeeee x sabar nk timang cucu yeayyyy!!!!!!!!

Zzzzz..

There's still hope,
MissAshkeen

Sad Story of the day..

Feel sooooo sad :(

You do know how it feels like when u lost ur loved ones,kan?


Heartbreaking,isnt it?

Maybe you wont feel anything when i write this story here,but i do feel the pain..

My cat,Mrs Cemet passed away,complication of childbirth..

Miss Cemet when i first found her,too adorable!! :)

Cemet masa dah besar jadi anak dara,,menempel kat kaki Abg Rizal ( just in case u thought tht those r  my legs,NO NOOOO:P )

Pardon the name byk sgt kucing xde nama dah nk pk masa tuh but so yeah..she just died..n i feel soooo soo bad..heartwrenching,heartbroken n simply just sooo sad..

So far Cemet is amongst others is one of my cat yg berjaya dibawa pindah ke rumah baru nih..

Found her in a box kat Sg Buloh masa raya rumah uncle kawan 2 tahun lepas,i think..but i still remember masa tu on the way nak balik around 1am,tetibe rasa nak drop by kat kedai beli air,n the owner persuaded me to bring home this beautiful cute lil kitten yg dh diletak kat dalam kotak utk dibuang..menangis2 si kecik tuh n so i brought her home to be my new friend..mmg rezeki Cemet,n alhamdulillah rezeki Kin gak as i was looking for more lil fury friends :)

N to think that she has given birth many times made me feel more sad sbb ni first time i x sempat nak really help her with her sudden sickness..

You see,she has already given birth to many kittens before but so far only Holland survived,n she is one good pet,other stray kittens that i brought home pun she would simply feed xbyk songel..xgarang,xtamak,diam je n sooo sweet n manja..

This time she died sbb i think she cant carry much baby in her tummy,badan dia jenis kecik n max dia slalu beranak are only 2..but now mcm ada 5 i think..

Gave birth to 3 cats alone,but all died the next day,n one died the day she died too..n in her near the ribcage dekat the armpit mcm ada 2 bonjol kepala baby yang mcm stuck..this makes her hard to breathe and suffered greatly in pain..

Tried to bring her to the vet but xde harapan,nak operate it would cost much not that it matter but mmg dah x leh buat pe sbb mmg dia dlm unhealthy condition..

n so she died..rip :(

i have a pic of her when she was a kitty,comel kan?

n this is anak dia Holland ( conceived while i was in Europe hence the name ),the one yang survived, dah besar dah..

This is my naughty Holland,takut dgn org tp mengada mak aiiiii

This is Amoi ,kuat berjalan :)

So tinggal lah Holland,Momot n Cokin n Mary my only catfriends here,n Tin Tin my only rabbit.
( Gotta buy her a partner nanti,too much dah hilang n mati before i moved here )

SAD..

But i guess thts the best of her..dulu mesti menangis x ingat,but this time ada ralat sikit sbb x dpt bury her in my pet sematary kat rumah Bangsar ..but i think it's the best for her kan? Dari dia suffer susah nak breathe,muka pucat n such..

I wonder if you would feel sad too if u lost ur loved ones,pets i mean..

Well,i do..sbb my life mmg for them..my money is well spent on them..food etc..without them ill be home alone,no friends,no one to talk too n be happy for..

Do you go for expensive beautiful looking kitty,or a simple kucing jalanan?I would go for both,no doubt kan,but most of the time ill pick up any stray cats if ada rezeki..dulu ada yg jawlocked,ekor bermaggot etc..

Miss Abelle,jumpe masa 1st day puasa kat bazaar Melawati nye kedai bunga,ada 3 beradik but condition dia plg teruk,terus  nk bwk balik Bangsar xjd bukak puasa luar sebab happy dpt 3 kawan baru! :)

Im no saint but maybe Allah dah tentukan rezeki kucing2 tu with me so alhamdulillah terima je..lagipun kucing2 ni bukan ada beza pun lawa or buruk..

i mean y memilih??


Ekor Abelle lepas dah heal sikit,penuh maggot kat ekor menjerit2 sakit bengkak,xtau lah cane leh jadi mcm tu,i had to pull those maggots out guna tweezers tp byk sgt :( lepas beli ubat kuning murah kat Pharmacy Alhmdulillah baru healed n better.



Ada yg berkasta bezakan kucing lawa dgn yang buruk..buruk xnk, boleh marah2 sepak,but yg lawa tuh alahai ada luka sikit terus bwk g vet??

Manusia ada makam dia..thts y benda ciptaan Allah yang suci macam ni pun nak beza-bezakan..persoalannya,perlu ke??

I hope more people would be aware of this thing n do something to help more animals live in this world happier..im not asking for much,even those animals werent asking for much pun..but let's try k..

As for Cemet.i hope she'll be happier there..

Emo..yes.. hmmm..but life goes on,still ada yang lain..

oh ada yang tnya kenape MissAshkeen x bawak g vet,bawak selalunya bila sempat tp vet kat Bangsar memang mahal so kena bwk g kat Cheras etc..n dulu masa tgh blajar memang lah xde duit,so cubalah ape yg terbaik nak bg elok.

Thanx to my close friends for consoling me (sanggup mlyn mlm2 buta) ths may mean nothing to them,but im really grateful for their support..tq dearest..

Dah habis dah crite sedih..ill pick up more cats after this agaknya,if my family allows, in sha Allah

but yes, i do love all the cats n rabbits in this world,FOREVER!!!

kisses to my babypets,
MissAshkeen

P/s: would you let ur vet to perform euthanasia on your pet?

NEW NEW :)

heya peeps!

dah berbulan dah rasanya MissAshkeen x update this blog..
yup..3months exactly..missed me?? sesat tanya sorang2 mcm real loll

pindah rumah,sakit,bz n bz n bz..so what's new lahhh.. "bosan :P "

n suprisingly kin masih x publish lagi this new blog...n i wonderrrr y...hmmm

actually these past few months mmg xleh nak describe activities tht ive done,nak kata ada,xde,nak kata xde..ade pulak kan..

but bila hati ni dah tergerak balik nak bukak this blogspot..dapat pulak idea baru nak design new concept for this blog..sebelum ni comel2 je warna blog ni,mcm pastel2 but this theme dah tukar..agaknye dah tetibe tersedar dah tua kot ( macam real je )  hahaha..xde lah menarik sgt kan but this time rasa mcm nak stick to a few colors yg menarik..

so..as u can see..main color is purple kann..n some green in it..but err..green bukan fav color kin lah,,it has never,would ever n will ever be most unlikely for me to pick up this color..as much as green resembles peacefulness etc but neyh..not me hahaha..but im inspired by the color that a peacock has..cantik kan?n peacock ( not my fav animal sgt,cats n rabbits ok! ) is a beautiful birdie yg ada feathers yg maha gorgeous! Maha Suci Allah, mmg cantik sgt..but again ppl say if u like peacock meaning ur personality is proud n perasan cantik..proud?nope not me,but perasan cantik tu..err...err...utk kerja lah ( justifying hahahahah )

n yet lately ive been really busy doing nothing..xtau nak ckp cane sebab semua slalu ni mmg simply a fast result nye performance..mcm event n such,,but this time yes still on events but it's taking some real time as ive managed to turn it into a real biz (insy allah ) so tgh bz with paperwork n systems n website etc..

websites..ntah pe keje skrg ni im into designing..not that creative mind u,but atleast im learning something new lah i think..nak upah org mmg boleh,tp ada few tht ive got to do..lg puas hati yes,buang masa sikit pun ye,tp jimat tu definitely..y not as im homebased right now..kan

alhamdulillah so far my kerja berjalan baik n has been approved by those agencies,n skrg kena kerja lagi keras lah nmpaknya..n website tuh mmg byk membantu sbb atleast x yah nak hire org utk buat maintanance kan?boleh adjust sendiri,tukar color n design n perhaps even the content im not limited by whatever those designers would gv me..seronokkk sgt bila tgk benda creative dlm otak ni berjalan..terealisasi,,cewah!

currently im working on 3 websites n other marketing tools,,rasa mcm accomplished je bila nmpk cantik n org tgk suka color n design alhamdulillah! pastu ade lah berangan lah pulak kan nak buat biz marketing tools..ceh konon..( but tgk org buat website ni skali bayar maintanance setahun x rugi ke eh? )

ok lah,.im simply blabbering stuff ni..still dunno what exactly m i supposed to be putting here on this blog sbb kin hardly kuar,hardly jumpe org n byk tido ( erk! ) n my sakit ni buat rambut habis rosak sbb stress..syg sbb potong dah but hehey new look ok lah nnti panjang kan?:)

k then gotta go..i promise to write more stuff..if it's boring to u well sorry then..for now this will just act as a diary of mine..hardly an interesting post but atleast ada post..maintain keje haippp!!

tata!

Lil' Miss Independent,Me

Sometimes in life we wont realize tht there r things tht we hv taken for granted..

And sometimes in life too kita xsedar tht we're turning ourselves into monsters..

Greedy,cruel,opportunist,backstabbing,
Backmouthing,evil thoughts n evil mind creeping would slowly try n turn us into somethg more evil..

But, does it makes us better,or wht?

Esp in biz..and ure a girl..expected already tht it's gonna b a tough life,no?

Independence..u craved for it like crazy masa kecik2..but bila dh besar,worth it ke fighting for it?

I dunno..as much as i wanna b independent..but in biz this term is defined differently..

Xharap kat org,xmintak kat org,xrely kat org,xmenyusahkn org..semua ni describes an independent person..but for an independent biz owner..then wht r the purposes of doing marketing,sales n promotion?

Nak majukan biz mmg kna ada byk cara..my biz may not be as big as urs..but im proud to work on it coz yeah..im dependent on myself

But to promote the biz,even if the biz is on u urself,then perhaps really..maybe..i shld become more aggressive and xcpt sensitive..

Hmmm..

Ntah..

People may not like u for who u r,or wht u r..but maybe they dont like u sbb they dont like u..issue sndri lah tuh..

But for biz..if they dont like ur biz,mesti ada sbb kn?competitor,kot?or maybe it's ur own fault for not handling the biz well..

2 things ive learned, that :

1) bitches r like business people,and likewise..they make great alliances,but they r ur competitors too!
and

2) being nice is good,being too nice nowadays would be construed as stupid as people would take advantage on u.

ye eh?might be true,but positive je lah doa kan yang terbaik ok :)

Im just blabbering..insecure..

Just wanna be better..

Tu je..

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