You do know how it feels like when u lost ur loved ones,kan?
Maybe you wont feel anything when i write this story here,but i do feel the pain..
My cat,Mrs Cemet passed away,complication of childbirth..
|Miss Cemet when i first found her,too adorable!! :)|
|Cemet masa dah besar jadi anak dara,,menempel kat kaki Abg Rizal ( just in case u thought tht those r my legs,NO NOOOO:P )|
So far Cemet is amongst others is one of my cat yg berjaya dibawa pindah ke rumah baru nih..
Found her in a box kat Sg Buloh masa raya rumah uncle kawan 2 tahun lepas,i think..but i still remember masa tu on the way nak balik around 1am,tetibe rasa nak drop by kat kedai beli air,n the owner persuaded me to bring home this beautiful cute lil kitten yg dh diletak kat dalam kotak utk dibuang..menangis2 si kecik tuh n so i brought her home to be my new friend..mmg rezeki Cemet,n alhamdulillah rezeki Kin gak as i was looking for more lil fury friends :)
N to think that she has given birth many times made me feel more sad sbb ni first time i x sempat nak really help her with her sudden sickness..
You see,she has already given birth to many kittens before but so far only Holland survived,n she is one good pet,other stray kittens that i brought home pun she would simply feed xbyk songel..xgarang,xtamak,diam je n sooo sweet n manja..
This time she died sbb i think she cant carry much baby in her tummy,badan dia jenis kecik n max dia slalu beranak are only 2..but now mcm ada 5 i think..
Gave birth to 3 cats alone,but all died the next day,n one died the day she died too..n in her near the ribcage dekat the armpit mcm ada 2 bonjol kepala baby yang mcm stuck..this makes her hard to breathe and suffered greatly in pain..
Tried to bring her to the vet but xde harapan,nak operate it would cost much not that it matter but mmg dah x leh buat pe sbb mmg dia dlm unhealthy condition..
n so she died..rip :(
i have a pic of her when she was a kitty,comel kan?
n this is anak dia Holland ( conceived while i was in Europe hence the name ),the one yang survived, dah besar dah..
|This is my naughty Holland,takut dgn org tp mengada mak aiiiii|
|This is Amoi ,kuat berjalan :)|
So tinggal lah Holland,Momot n Cokin n Mary my only catfriends here,n Tin Tin my only rabbit.
( Gotta buy her a partner nanti,too much dah hilang n mati before i moved here )
But i guess thts the best of her..dulu mesti menangis x ingat,but this time ada ralat sikit sbb x dpt bury her in my pet sematary kat rumah Bangsar ..but i think it's the best for her kan? Dari dia suffer susah nak breathe,muka pucat n such..
I wonder if you would feel sad too if u lost ur loved ones,pets i mean..
Well,i do..sbb my life mmg for them..my money is well spent on them..food etc..without them ill be home alone,no friends,no one to talk too n be happy for..
Do you go for expensive beautiful looking kitty,or a simple kucing jalanan?I would go for both,no doubt kan,but most of the time ill pick up any stray cats if ada rezeki..dulu ada yg jawlocked,ekor bermaggot etc..
|Miss Abelle,jumpe masa 1st day puasa kat bazaar Melawati nye kedai bunga,ada 3 beradik but condition dia plg teruk,terus nk bwk balik Bangsar xjd bukak puasa luar sebab happy dpt 3 kawan baru! :)|
i mean y memilih??
Ekor Abelle lepas dah heal sikit,penuh maggot kat ekor menjerit2 sakit bengkak,xtau lah cane leh jadi mcm tu,i had to pull those maggots out guna tweezers tp byk sgt :( lepas beli ubat kuning murah kat Pharmacy Alhmdulillah baru healed n better.
Ada yg berkasta bezakan kucing lawa dgn yang buruk..buruk xnk, boleh marah2 sepak,but yg lawa tuh alahai ada luka sikit terus bwk g vet??
Manusia ada makam dia..thts y benda ciptaan Allah yang suci macam ni pun nak beza-bezakan..persoalannya,perlu ke??
I hope more people would be aware of this thing n do something to help more animals live in this world happier..im not asking for much,even those animals werent asking for much pun..but let's try k..
As for Cemet.i hope she'll be happier there..
Emo..yes.. hmmm..but life goes on,still ada yang lain..
oh ada yang tnya kenape MissAshkeen x bawak g vet,bawak selalunya bila sempat tp vet kat Bangsar memang mahal so kena bwk g kat Cheras etc..n dulu masa tgh blajar memang lah xde duit,so cubalah ape yg terbaik nak bg elok.
Thanx to my close friends for consoling me (sanggup mlyn mlm2 buta) ths may mean nothing to them,but im really grateful for their support..tq dearest..
Dah habis dah crite sedih..ill pick up more cats after this agaknya,if my family allows, in sha Allah
but yes, i do love all the cats n rabbits in this world,FOREVER!!!
kisses to my babypets,
P/s: would you let ur vet to perform euthanasia on your pet?