Tuesday, 31 December 2013

Happy New Year 2014 !!!

Aaaaannnnnd a HAPPY NEW YEARRRR!! :)

it's 22.15 now before the clock strikes 12!

tq 2013 for everythg,it's been a great year ( better than before before:P) n i hope 2014 will be a better year for me too, In Sha allah :)

And Alhmdulillah,hari ni gak MissAshkeen dah edit setting so this blog would be on Google and can be read by everyone,phew :)

So i hope sape2 yg baca or simply bumped into my blog on Google hopefully we'll be great friends after this ya!

Byk lagi kena belajar nak bagi blog ni lagi menarik,tp atleast the basic of this blog dah pun selesai so leh pikir part lain lak.Susah gak nak buat blog ni n makesure readers would read n enjoy my posts..

Will try to come out with better posts,mcm ideas n tips and everythg yg interesting In Sha Allah n hopefully there's something tht all of us could benefit together!

Happy New Year All,Assalammualaikum n Cheers!!

Miss Ashkeeen

Saturday, 28 December 2013

TVC : Vaseline Instant Fair

Oh,dont you just love beauty creams?! "excited"

Part of the fun bila buat iklan adalah bila kita dpt try product baru sebelum keluar di pasaran. And this time MIssAshkeen dapat peluang utuk buat 3 min slot (main cast) utk Vaseline Instant Fair,Alhamdulillah!




Selalu guna Vaseline dari sekolah ( yearsss back ) sampai skrg utk chapped lips and body creams,so bila dapat peluang untuk buat iklan guna produk ni memang happy sgt,atleast i knw tht it really2 works! :)
Vaseline Instant Fair


Again this is not a review of this product,yes i got paid but only for the Tv Commercial,not for writing ths post,but still im happy to write something nice here sbb ths cream does wonders on me!:)

So back to the story,i was asked by The Director ( En Bob )himself to be in this Tvc,Alhmdulillah n tq so much En MatJepp n Studio Bapak Aku :)

Ada beberapa iklan MissAshkeen dah buat dgn Studio Bapak Aku nih,antaranya Yes 4g,Bonux dan Courts Mammoth.So far Alhmdulillah sgt,antara production Melayu exclusively yang berjaya dan menguntungkan semua pihak,bangga:)

Shoot was supposed to b on the 4th tp di-carried forward ke 12th.. so script dpt lmbt n sadly it's superLoooong n susah!

Best thg is the shoot started a bit later dr usual call time,selalunya other production hse wld require call time at 6am (kdg2 x tdo but everytime shoot i must get atleast an hour rest) but ths time starts around 9am kot,kat Gombak n on Sunday! So xde jam lh drivibg dari Bangi,weehoo!

Pastu lagi best sbb shoot hari tu location kat rumah je,they hv already set up scenes for kedai n such kat rumah n the garden..rumah artis Malaysia,sorry xbrani nk mention nama sbb privacy matters,but yeah rumah artis ni mmg awesome n modern n cantik sgt!!!

Lagi lagi best is,for ths particular product they gonna need 2 talents,satu konon 'young working' female lh (read -me:young :p ) and satu housewife..

Kak Sharifah Shahirah yg jd the housewife,yeayy!!:) so we both r Sharifah :) i must say tht i adore her so much as kak Shira mmg cantik sgt n very talented n funny yet stays humble at all times!

My shoot started off first,n it took quite some time sebab im hvg problems memorizing the scripts yg dpt last min,lagi pulak mmg xpndai pun sbb emcee n brlakon ni lain,dah lah pnjang sgt tp ok lh,sorry mmg stiff sikit,hv to learn more on expressing my speech masa acting nmpknye..

Oh,my makeup this time the in-hse Makeup Artiste used Ronasutra Mineral Makeup,i gotta tell u that it feels soooooo good on my skin!!:)

Natural kan my Mua makeup kan :)
My shoot ended by 7pm and then diorg sambung lg dgn scene kak Shira..i had wonderful times with all the fun crews,and Encik Bob as the director was really patient n funny,helping n guiding me to perform better..all the other talents that came pun sume comel2 sweet2 je,adik2 yg cute n rajin buat part time job :)

TVC Malaysia Vaseline Instant Fair
nasib baik kak shira dtg petang,kalau x memang penat lah menunggu MissAshkeen :P
crews yg sporting dan comelllll :)
Frankly speaking,MissAshkeen sedar yg kulit ni x terjaga sgt..mostly kesah pasal kulit muka je,nak putih nk cantik pikir bahagian muka je..sedar tak sedar kulit di bahagian badan,terutamanya di lengan semakin gelap.

Beza amat bila ambil gambar,kulit muka yg memang dijaga ditambah dengan makeup bg lagi putih dan berseri, versus dgn lengan yang tak dijaga dan legam :p

Vaseline Instant Fair yang MissAshkeen cuba memang ada beri kesan yg agak ketara bila disapukan kat sebelah lengan,sesuai dengan ayat Instant Fair..

Tapi jangan lh ingat bila ada ayat Instant Fair ni akan terus melepak dan stay putih mcm tu je,kalau mcm tu skali pakai dh cukup lah kn?:p

Scene kedai yg di-setup at home,senang keja..tempted tak tgk cream byk2?
Vaseline Instant Fair ni menjadikan kulit kita kecerahan yg semulajadi (healthy white) dan cepat (Instant Fairness) sebab ada cream ni ada micro reflectors yg pantulkan/halang cahaya matahari masuk ke dalam kulit..



Pemakaian yang kerap boleh mencerahkan kulit dengan sihat sehingga 4x lebih cerah..Jadi sebab tu lah kena pakai selalu,disarankan 2 kali sehari, memang tak kan kecewa sebab memang nampak hasil,yeay!

Logiknya,badan kita pun perlu dijaga dan kelihatan sihat fizikal dan di dalam,jaga kulit kat luar dr cahaya matahari memang penting utk elakkan kanser kulit kan,dan kebanyakan cream badan yang dijual hanya mnjaga kelembapan kulit dan sun protection.

Vaseline Instant Fair kali ni mnjanjikan kelainan yang lebih menarik dengan membantu kulit kita mnjadi lebih cerah dengan semulajadi.

Senang lah kerja kin lps ni tak payah nak risau tangan dan kaki beza sgt gelap ( xde lah gelap,tp beza lah dengan kulit muka) ,kadang- kadang rasa mcm nak sapu foundation je supaya nmpk cerah sikit,tp obviously nmpk tipu lah kn sebab kulit lengan tak sama dengan kulit muka,n of course takkan beri kesan yang kekal dan lagi elok lh kan.



Ni bukan review berbayar eh,tp pengalaman MissAshkeen lps pakai,dpt 2 bottle free dari Production,Alhmdulillah so memang seronok lah dok pakai..satu letak kat bilik,satu lagi dlm kereta..

Bila dah xsempat nak pakai kat rumah,nasib baik ada spare lg dlm kereta..bosan2 drive tgh jam ape lagi mula lah start sapu kat kaki dan lengan..

Memang suka sgt sebab kereta pun dah wangi hahaha,n Miss Ashkeen dah xpayah pakai perfume sgt sebab lotion cream ni memang harum dan wangi mcm candy (ayat mnjual,hahaha).



Oh ohhh.selalunya MissAshkeen akan sapu cream ni sambil mengurut utk lancarkan darah atau urat ( atau selulit,aiyo) kat badan,memang cream ni best sebab memang creamy dan tak melekit lepas pakai,nmpk putih sikit dari kaler asal badan yang agak ketara! :)



So memang Vaseline Instant Fair ni terbukti berkesan sesuai dengan penjenamaan Vaseline yang menitikberatkan akan kecantikan dan kesihatan kulit dari dulu lagi!

As a person tht really cared for her skin,i want to tell u an honest review so tht u guys boleh jadi consumer yang bijak.

So jgn salahanggap bila ayat Instant tu ditulis dianggap menipu sebab tak terus jadi putih kekal,tapi "instant" sebab kulit nmpk berseri sikit,lebih cerah dari warna asal bila disapu,dan Insy Allah banyak2 sapu cerah dan sihat lah kulit kita nanti:)

Pastu,Instant Fair meaning lebih berSERI secepat mungkin,jadi yg kulit xberapa cerah tu jgn lh nk mngharap nk terus putih melepak,xke pelik kalau satu bhgian putih n yg lain gelap?kulit hitam manis tentunya lagi sweet n lagi susah nk nmpk berusia ok!:)

Slot iklan Vaseline yang MissAshkeen buat adalah selama 3 minit utk Program Nona di Tv3,klakarnya sendiri pun xdpt nak tgk tp nanti bila ada video nanti MissAshkeen akan share di sini k.

I bet u all pun ramai xtgk pun,jarang tgk tv kita semua ni skrg :) so it's ok if u guys happen to read it here,tq n plz do try out the cream ya!

Try out the all new Vaseline Instant Fair and see the result on yourself,you'll love it :)


Kisses n rainbows
MissAshkeen






























Year End!!!

Aaaaaand I'm back!!!

New layout,pink in general with girlish theme n such..rasanya ni kali ke 4 i changed my blogspot theme..

Springcleaning,id say..a libra (yes,me) couldnt work in harmony bila tmpat dia messy n scattered..same goes to this blog..hilang mood nak menulis bila rasa xbest n sepah..

my first ever  name design dulu..those captions dah x guna dah!
Last logged in by July,tht was 6mths back..lama tuh..bz n such as usual..so whts new lah?:)
then jadi mcm ni pulak,guna jap dulu then i got bored,tukar lagi!
Apparently nak year end,so my resolutions for ths year considered yup..accomplished gak..but still byk lg kna amend n usaha lg bg better..wait,belum hujung tahun lagi so we'll talk bout this later later!!

So basically uve seen my new theme here on ths blogspot,wht do u think?:) main tibai je design again looking for the best color to describe me..pink lah jugak,my favs are purple,pink n red but then pyrple nmpk mcm gloomy not fresh n red is too..garang?mcm sakit mata kan..so this time i chose pink again,simple,n u cn say it's girlish n sweet..tq!

N yes i have a box describing me n my favs n such right next to this post on the right side..so ud knw exactly whts exactly gonna be the stuff tht id be so keen to talk about here!

Oh btw,plz dont ask me hw dd i design n setup ths blog,ni kje amateur nih,malu nk explain mcmmana,main tibai blajar sikit2 by googling n reading stuff pastu letak creativity sikit2..ok lh kot..otak dh beku nk blajar IT stuff nih,jealous tgk those youngsters yg pandai design blog etc!

thought my basic design nak mcm ni tp tetibe ada org ckp mcm mattress,cis!
Back to my story,I hope by year end this blogspot boleh lh dipublish sbb dah buat few materials (lama kan) the fear is still there..visiolibriphobia (urban dictionary)means fear of the social media,in my case posting smthg on my thoughts for u all here on ths blog..tp kna isi dulu byk bnda,ive done so many stuffs n events etc nk upload kat FB pun bila sempat je..hmmm

gimme ideas plz..ni peacok theme yg guna dulu,tp rasa gloomy..

better version used,still guna peacock theme tp dah tukar dah,rasa tiap 6 bulan memang akan jadi terlebih rajin design blk wallpaper blogspot ni!


Frankly speaking,yeah..even facebook pun dah xtau apa nk tulis,leh tulis bnda bila ada mood je,n when i really dont care if ppl would judge me..me,scared?;) yeah i am..hahaha

Ppl r being negative nowadays..i dunno..maybe sbb dh stress mcm2 lg bill naik lah toll naik lah semua barang naik..id get deeply affected when i read all these negative posts on fb,smpai im left speechless xtau nk tulis apa..judgemental,keyboard warriors lah n mcm2 lg u name it.. :( 'scary'

But life goes on kan,moving to a new place made me realized tht my lifestyle has changed,masih mcm dracula cant sleep at night but then my mentality dah makin exposed,n makin rasa nk explore stuff although being here is is diff..rasa limited skit unlike kl but hehey it's ok..byk pulak free time since nak turun kl jauh so ada many thgs ive learned on my own,for good!:)

N yes,rasanya sbb factor duit kot,everybody tht i knw (almost everyone i must say) in my Fb has started a page promoting their biz,n ths scares me quite a lot i must say..imagine kita yg part timer ni pun menggagau nak create n survive a living,n yet those who works fulltime leh ada masa pulak to have a part time job (mostly on small businesses)..betul2 respect with u guys yg buat kerja 2 dlm 1 ni..rezeki Allah byk n bila usaha In Sha Allah dtg kan?:)

N again my main concern is not about money sgt,yes everybody needs money tipu lah if u dont,but satisfaction tu penting gak kan..id have worked as wht my degree has granted me to b,but i dont hv the passion on tht so agak syg..mcm lg susah sbb i cant rely on my degree to make BIG money but Alhamdulillah so far sbb rezeki meniaga ni rasanya cukuplah..xlah mewah but ok lh..m not tht type yg lavish on stuff pun..so ok lah..syukur..wht else cn i say?

But if i hv my own kids someday,id def try not to be so serious on them,determining their life to be this or tht,id tolerate them nicely n yes they can pursue their dream,but be sure that it's halal n make sure ull make money out of it n ure happy n ure sure whtever ure doing would go loooong term..susah nk paksa anak lg2 zaman skrg kan..so if i become a mother (umi) doa mak ni slalu yg terbaik so In Sha Allah menjadi lah :)

So glad tht both my parents r still supportive of whtever im doing..though they did confessed their dissapointment for not becoming a geologist,but in the end they knew yg wht im doing ni is wht ive always wanted to do dari kecik lg..

There goes my rambling today subuh2 ni hahahha..bila mlm otak laju je..wpun lg sng nk menulis but bl xdraft btol2 points habis semua benda on my mind nk tulis!

Ok lh..ill stop here.. :) phew!

Night sweets,
bunny kisses n rainbows,

Miss Ashkeen

p/s : what r ur new year resolutions?:) im trying to make one n sticking to it,hopefully menjadi throughout the whole year!


Saturday, 21 December 2013

HEALTH : Caffein Allergy?

Benda yang jarang didengar..tapi memang wujud..

I cant say that im lucky to be experiencing this kind of sickness..but atleast pengalaman tu ada utk jd bahan cerita kat blog ni hahaha

Id admit that im not a really healthy person,ada je sakit tu sakit nih..dgn mkn xjaga,tdo x betol,jarang exercise,xkeep up mkn supplement n nutritional supplements, ill hv to tell you that im not the one yg boleh advice you girls,n guys to be healthy etc in this blog,heck im not even a doctor myself!:) but then again yeah utk crite wht hppnd tu is advantage to me lah..n as a disclaimer id hv to tell you tht this is not a post for me to gain any sympathies or pities from u all,ok!:)

But but!!! Insy Allah 2014 would b a healthier year for me,lifestyle akan diubah as ill b learning somethg new next year,yeay!:)

CAFFEIN ALLERGY / ALLERGI KOPI.

Yup.thts the topic utk kali ni ye tuan2 dan puan2..

Ada yg pernah kena x?jarang dengar kan?ok..how about after effect lepas minum coffee,or any caffeinated food/beverage?

Do u get excited or hyper n stay awake,alert n active after having a shot of ur fav coffee?Sure it's helping a lot kan,moreover if u hv to stayed up all night doing work!

MissAshkeen bukan lh seorang coffee drinker,nak minum air panas ni mmg jarang sgt lh,xsuka sgt sbnarnye..melainkn bl perlu mcm tengah sejuk mlm2,sakit wanita,atau bila dtg mood nk minum..

And hanya nescafe atau commercial coffees mcm kat starbucks tu je yg slalu minum..real coffee mcm yg freshly brewed black coffee atau yg sinonim dgn nya tu mmg xpndai nk minum..

But kalau caffeinated based foods n drinks tu mmg xde prob lgsg..agak ketagih minum coke dulu smpai setiap hari pun msti cari..tp sejak setahun lps dh mcm xleh terima sgt gak nk minum air berperisa nih..mmg byk air kosong je..sejuk atau panas ok je,lg bila letak lemon/lime lg best sbb boleh tlg detox (to my opinion-lah).

So one day while i was in KL sbb ada meeting,as usual we'd continue our meetings at nearby cafes lh for late night supper..i dont hv to mention lh nama cafe tuh,not their fault hahaha..

N so they only have coffees n cakes je in their menu,Italian style n so i ordered a frappe cappucino 'somewhat' dah lupa nama..they claimed tht their coffee beans are the best in kl so yeah y not try kn?

Since im not doing any reviews on their product so xpelah,ill just hv to tell you that the drink i ordered tu mmg sangatlah bitter n xbest (reason y xbrani nk mntion nama kedai hahaha) but since the waiters thr were superpolite n sweet i dared not complain much..

Cuba gak nk hbiskn air tuh but xboleh in the end minum air kosong je byk2..

N masa tu cuaca agak sejuk,mcm nk hujan..then suddenly rasa kepala berdenyut-denyut,pelik sbb nk kna hujan ke atau coffee tp ignore je smpai blk rumah..

N bila dh smpai rumah xleh tdo mlm tu standard,tp rasa mngantuk n penat badan tu mmg xde smpai lah hari esoknya pukul 12 tghari..kpale masih brdenyut tp xboleh tdo gak kn,so active lh buat buat macam2 benda jadi terlebih hyper walaupun sakit kepala.Lepas mkn activefast n minum byk air n massaged myself barulah lega smpai tertido..



U can say that i might hv 'gotten' sick sbb tdo x cukup etc,tp ptg tu bila bgn bukan rasa makin segar..makin teruk adalah!

Masih sakit kepala (walhal patut dah makin elok), rasa mengah dan semput dada sesak nafas je..

Rasa sebab effect sakit dada tu lah dok batuk dan bersin non stop,tp lama lps tu kulit muka dan badan jadi gatal2 merah..dlm mulut rupenye dah start pecah2 ada ulser kat dlm,dan tekak rasa panas..





Since badan dah penat xlarat,i was convinced by ppl tht rupenye dah terkena caffein allergy..n bila bgtau abah (yup anak manja nih haha) apparently my dad cant take real coffee drinks gak,nescafe pun yg decaf nye aje..

The only way that i can heal myself is by detoxing lh minum air banyak2..banyak yang memang banyak dan minum hernal tea n sleep supaya dpt buat natural healing..

Alhmdulillah the next day tu allergies tu hilang sendiri even the ulcer..serik sungguh rasanya..

Mungkin ramai tak sedar yg ketagihan minum caffein tu sbnarnye tak elok..dan ramai tak sedar sebenarnye diorg ni kna allergy coffee gak pada setiap kali diorg minum..

MissAshkeen yg suka minum coke n nescafe ni pun x sangka leh terkena allergy mcm ni..tp mungkin faktor usia kot,bila lagi meningkat usia hormon dan kolagen kita makin kurang so xsedar benda yang boleh kita buat dulu dah xboleh dah dibuat sekarang atau masa akan dtg..

Just so one day if it happens to you guys ni,kalau terkena allergy like whtever i have experienced,try n go back to basic,stop taking any caffeinated food n drinks,n drink plenty of H2O so dpt detox n kluarkan semua bahan kumuhan(ayat sopan) dlm badan ok!

Atau pg jumpe doc,i ddnt get the chance to visit one sbb dh mlm sgt n waktu x sedar sebab allergy,syukur my dad n friends advised me what to do.

Kalau anda yang suka minum nescafe dll ni rasa minuman ni boleh buat anda berjaga malam atau jadi segar,pikir betul2 adakah ini satu ketagihan,atau allergy?And in the long run would it really benefit u nanti?


You tell me.. :) but ill try not to consume any real coffee drinks nxt time,even coke atau starbucks atau any energy drinks.
Ok minum sikit je.Xberani janji lollll :p

Love ur body,Stay healthy ok!:)


-missashkeen-







Saturday, 6 July 2013

New Image! Hello July!

Welcoming July with love!!

Bn bz these past few weeks with events n job,as usual i hvnt got the time to hv it updated here,but i will..nanti..Insy Allah!

So whats new lah?:)

Oh.
Yup.
Cut my hair short.
My crowning glory yg panjang sgt smpai ke pinggang..dipotong pendek barely below the ear level..
sharifah asyikin
rambut pendek dah!! :)
Mcm seumur hidup ni rasa baru kali 3 potong rambut sependek begini..

Ada rasa rupe mcm budak lh,sikit ;)

LOL
ni waktu baru potong,act rasa x comfortable lagi adjusting to short hair..hmmm
Truth is,rambut yg panjang mmg susah dijaga..imagine smpai ke pinggang length rambut ni..n nk jaga n treat sebaik mungkin oh! mmg xdapat lh for now..

Sebab asyik sakit teruk n stress,rambut yang patut nya nmpk sihat dan bersinar dah hncur nmpk limp n weak..

So i went for a treatment,n later went for another haircut ala Korean,bob kat ats n yg kat bwh jadi nipis sikit nk bg volumed..

But neyh,still looks ugly.i mean What The %##% i want it to look volumnious n sexy but it made me look superHorrible!!

N yes..bila dah tua ni mmg rambut lg susah nk jaga ye..n lg sng rosak kalau btol2 x treated right..

at 30++,mmg makin lama makin susah nk jaga diri seelok zaman 20'an..hmm
muka bajet cute di usia 30'an..erk :P
So last effort,cut it short je lh..

You knw hw bila kita rambut panjang,gatal nk potong pendek,n likewise kan?

Suprisingly..
NOPE! All i felt was relieved!!
Didnt even rasa menyesal!

Everyone was against the idea of me with short hair,itu lh ini lh but sorry ths time i think i need it for a change badly!

But i did asked the stylist to make me look mcm serious kinda look for work..tp i think dah jadi mcm budak lh pulak!!

Ok.
Lil sis warned me not to cut my hair short anymore..her friends thought that im her younger sister as i really m smaller n shorter more petite than her pun hahaha..pastu dah lh lg hyper dari dia kan..
me and my lil sis,on her birthday!
Good for a change nways..utk iklan atleast bl g casting i dh x layak buat mother role dah hahaha..

That reminds me to go n register blk kat semua agency nnti..shish!

N ive always-like forever- asyik rambut panjang ajeeee...so this time yeah i like it!;)

Ok lah.lps ni panjang blk,kan?

Trying to b stylish here following the current trend but it seems like shorter hair pun susah nk jaga n maintain n nk style kn..

Next,id most prob get my hair short lps kawin (ntah bila lah) n after giving birth..standard lh tuh for everyone!

So yeah,
I like my new hairdo!even if u dont,well i do,so too bad teeheee;)

Any tips to style short hair id really appreciate it!tq

ok lah,bila dah panjang sikit rasa oklah gak,colored my hair black,no lense n back to basic :)

Gwiyomi?!NOT!:p
-MissAshkeen-











Wednesday, 19 June 2013

New Boyprennnnn LOL 

No not me!!! hahaha

Stayed up all night doing my sisternye keje then subuh n then by 7am start masak for lunch,n utk adik yin buat bekal g keje..

Then my dad panggil..n he said :

"Kin arnab kamu dh pndai bwk boyren balik nihhhh!!!"

Wahhhh...baru je sebut tht i wanna get a partner for her..pandai dah Tin Tin bwk bakal suami blk umah hahaha!!

Rupenye arnab rumah sebelah..comell nye lah Ya Allah,mata merah n mcm anggora..n really2 jinak pnggil je terus dtg!!

N so i went to return the lil bunny to the owner next door,first time gak jumpe neighbor hw really sweet of them!!! (hello neighbor!)

Nama metot tu TOM,n diorg pggil Tin Tin si Penny rasanya,lantaklh janji happy hehehe..diorg ingat Tin Tin tu stray rabbit..

Xlah,Tin Tin dah biasa x berkurung so bila kat kawasan ni limited space then i simply let her wander around these area..

Sedap je dia berjln2 masuk umah org,now dpt bf baru suka lettew!!!

Dulu Tin Tin dah beranak byk kali tp semua hilang n mati,rasa org curi kot hmmm..so now dpt bwk dia je kat sini n mmg niat nk cr kn dia kwn..

My family suruh cari arnab betina..tp nmpknya Si Tin Tin ni lagiiii pandai hehehe bagus bagus!!

So now Tin Tin dah ada kawan baru,harap diorg akan dating selalu pastu dapat lah kin cucu2 bunnies yg comel-comel yeahhhh!!!!

Kalau x si Tin Tin ni duk depan pintu umah je lah,sama2 tgk tv teman my dad mlm2..baik je budak ni mkn pun main balun je,lagi suka cat food or nasi ikan rebus n so far alhmdulillah mmg sihat..

N yes before u comment,i do feed her with rabbit's food n veges but ths lil princess of mine apparently suka cat foods more than her normal one..but dia healthy so ok lh kn?

Ok..tunggu dia bunting..comeyyyy nyeeee x sabar nk timang cucu yeayyyy!!!!!!!!

Zzzzz..

There's still hope,
MissAshkeen

Sad Story of the day..

Feel sooooo sad :(

You do know how it feels like when u lost ur loved ones,kan?


Heartbreaking,isnt it?

Maybe you wont feel anything when i write this story here,but i do feel the pain..

My cat,Mrs Cemet passed away,complication of childbirth..




Miss Cemet when i first found her,too adorable!! :)



Cemet masa dah besar jadi anak dara,,menempel kat kaki Abg Rizal ( just in case u thought tht those r  my legs,NO NOOOO:P )
Pardon the name byk sgt kucing xde nama dah nk pk masa tuh but so yeah..she just died..n i feel soooo soo bad..heartwrenching,heartbroken n simply just sooo sad..

So far Cemet is amongst others is one of my cat yg berjaya dibawa pindah ke rumah baru nih..

Found her in a box kat Sg Buloh masa raya rumah uncle kawan 2 tahun lepas,i think..but i still remember masa tu on the way nak balik around 1am,tetibe rasa nak drop by kat kedai beli air,n the owner persuaded me to bring home this beautiful cute lil kitten yg dh diletak kat dalam kotak utk dibuang..menangis2 si kecik tuh n so i brought her home to be my new friend..mmg rezeki Cemet,n alhamdulillah rezeki Kin gak as i was looking for more lil fury friends :)

N to think that she has given birth many times made me feel more sad sbb ni first time i x sempat nak really help her with her sudden sickness..

You see,she has already given birth to many kittens before but so far only Holland survived,n she is one good pet,other stray kittens that i brought home pun she would simply feed xbyk songel..xgarang,xtamak,diam je n sooo sweet n manja..

This time she died sbb i think she cant carry much baby in her tummy,badan dia jenis kecik n max dia slalu beranak are only 2..but now mcm ada 5 i think..

Gave birth to 3 cats alone,but all died the next day,n one died the day she died too..n in her near the ribcage dekat the armpit mcm ada 2 bonjol kepala baby yang mcm stuck..this makes her hard to breathe and suffered greatly in pain..

Tried to bring her to the vet but xde harapan,nak operate it would cost much not that it matter but mmg dah x leh buat pe sbb mmg dia dlm unhealthy condition..

n so she died..rip :(

i have a pic of her when she was a kitty,comel kan?

n this is anak dia Holland ( conceived while i was in Europe hence the name ),the one yang survived, dah besar dah..
This is my naughty Holland,takut dgn org tp mengada mak aiiiii
This is Amoi ,kuat berjalan :)


So tinggal lah Holland,Momot n Cokin n Mary my only catfriends here,n Tin Tin my only rabbit.
( Gotta buy her a partner nanti,too much dah hilang n mati before i moved here )

SAD..

But i guess thts the best of her..dulu mesti menangis x ingat,but this time ada ralat sikit sbb x dpt bury her in my pet sematary kat rumah Bangsar ..but i think it's the best for her kan? Dari dia suffer susah nak breathe,muka pucat n such..

I wonder if you would feel sad too if u lost ur loved ones,pets i mean..

Well,i do..sbb my life mmg for them..my money is well spent on them..food etc..without them ill be home alone,no friends,no one to talk too n be happy for..

Do you go for expensive beautiful looking kitty,or a simple kucing jalanan?I would go for both,no doubt kan,but most of the time ill pick up any stray cats if ada rezeki..dulu ada yg jawlocked,ekor bermaggot etc..

Miss Abelle,jumpe masa 1st day puasa kat bazaar Melawati nye kedai bunga,ada 3 beradik but condition dia plg teruk,terus  nk bwk balik Bangsar xjd bukak puasa luar sebab happy dpt 3 kawan baru! :)

Im no saint but maybe Allah dah tentukan rezeki kucing2 tu with me so alhamdulillah terima je..lagipun kucing2 ni bukan ada beza pun lawa or buruk..

i mean y memilih??


Ekor Abelle lepas dah heal sikit,penuh maggot kat ekor menjerit2 sakit bengkak,xtau lah cane leh jadi mcm tu,i had to pull those maggots out guna tweezers tp byk sgt :( lepas beli ubat kuning murah kat Pharmacy Alhmdulillah baru healed n better.



Ada yg berkasta bezakan kucing lawa dgn yang buruk..buruk xnk, boleh marah2 sepak,but yg lawa tuh alahai ada luka sikit terus bwk g vet??

Manusia ada makam dia..thts y benda ciptaan Allah yang suci macam ni pun nak beza-bezakan..persoalannya,perlu ke??

I hope more people would be aware of this thing n do something to help more animals live in this world happier..im not asking for much,even those animals werent asking for much pun..but let's try k..

As for Cemet.i hope she'll be happier there..

Emo..yes.. hmmm..but life goes on,still ada yang lain..

oh ada yang tnya kenape MissAshkeen x bawak g vet,bawak selalunya bila sempat tp vet kat Bangsar memang mahal so kena bwk g kat Cheras etc..n dulu masa tgh blajar memang lah xde duit,so cubalah ape yg terbaik nak bg elok.

Thanx to my close friends for consoling me (sanggup mlyn mlm2 buta) ths may mean nothing to them,but im really grateful for their support..tq dearest..

Dah habis dah crite sedih..ill pick up more cats after this agaknya,if my family allows, in sha Allah

but yes, i do love all the cats n rabbits in this world,FOREVER!!!

kisses to my babypets,
MissAshkeen

P/s: would you let ur vet to perform euthanasia on your pet?






Sunday, 16 June 2013

NEW NEW :)

heya peeps!

dah berbulan dah rasanya MissAshkeen x update this blog..
yup..3months exactly..missed me?? sesat tanya sorang2 mcm real loll

pindah rumah,sakit,bz n bz n bz..so what's new lahhh.. "bosan :P "

n suprisingly kin masih x publish lagi this new blog...n i wonderrrr y...hmmm

actually these past few months mmg xleh nak describe activities tht ive done,nak kata ada,xde,nak kata xde..ade pulak kan..

but bila hati ni dah tergerak balik nak bukak this blogspot..dapat pulak idea baru nak design new concept for this blog..sebelum ni comel2 je warna blog ni,mcm pastel2 but this theme dah tukar..agaknye dah tetibe tersedar dah tua kot ( macam real je )  hahaha..xde lah menarik sgt kan but this time rasa mcm nak stick to a few colors yg menarik..

so..as u can see..main color is purple kann..n some green in it..but err..green bukan fav color kin lah,,it has never,would ever n will ever be most unlikely for me to pick up this color..as much as green resembles peacefulness etc but neyh..not me hahaha..but im inspired by the color that a peacock has..cantik kan?n peacock ( not my fav animal sgt,cats n rabbits ok! ) is a beautiful birdie yg ada feathers yg maha gorgeous! Maha Suci Allah, mmg cantik sgt..but again ppl say if u like peacock meaning ur personality is proud n perasan cantik..proud?nope not me,but perasan cantik tu..err...err...utk kerja lah ( justifying hahahahah )

n yet lately ive been really busy doing nothing..xtau nak ckp cane sebab semua slalu ni mmg simply a fast result nye performance..mcm event n such,,but this time yes still on events but it's taking some real time as ive managed to turn it into a real biz (insy allah ) so tgh bz with paperwork n systems n website etc..

websites..ntah pe keje skrg ni im into designing..not that creative mind u,but atleast im learning something new lah i think..nak upah org mmg boleh,tp ada few tht ive got to do..lg puas hati yes,buang masa sikit pun ye,tp jimat tu definitely..y not as im homebased right now..kan

alhamdulillah so far my kerja berjalan baik n has been approved by those agencies,n skrg kena kerja lagi keras lah nmpaknya..n website tuh mmg byk membantu sbb atleast x yah nak hire org utk buat maintanance kan?boleh adjust sendiri,tukar color n design n perhaps even the content im not limited by whatever those designers would gv me..seronokkk sgt bila tgk benda creative dlm otak ni berjalan..terealisasi,,cewah!

currently im working on 3 websites n other marketing tools,,rasa mcm accomplished je bila nmpk cantik n org tgk suka color n design alhamdulillah! pastu ade lah berangan lah pulak kan nak buat biz marketing tools..ceh konon..( but tgk org buat website ni skali bayar maintanance setahun x rugi ke eh? )

ok lah,.im simply blabbering stuff ni..still dunno what exactly m i supposed to be putting here on this blog sbb kin hardly kuar,hardly jumpe org n byk tido ( erk! ) n my sakit ni buat rambut habis rosak sbb stress..syg sbb potong dah but hehey new look ok lah nnti panjang kan?:)

k then gotta go..i promise to write more stuff..if it's boring to u well sorry then..for now this will just act as a diary of mine..hardly an interesting post but atleast ada post..maintain keje haippp!!

tata!






Lil' Miss Independent,Me

Sometimes in life we wont realize tht there r things tht we hv taken for granted..

And sometimes in life too kita xsedar tht we're turning ourselves into monsters..

Greedy,cruel,opportunist,backstabbing,
Backmouthing,evil thoughts n evil mind creeping would slowly try n turn us into somethg more evil..

But, does it makes us better,or wht?

Esp in biz..and ure a girl..expected already tht it's gonna b a tough life,no?

Independence..u craved for it like crazy masa kecik2..but bila dh besar,worth it ke fighting for it?

I dunno..as much as i wanna b independent..but in biz this term is defined differently..

Xharap kat org,xmintak kat org,xrely kat org,xmenyusahkn org..semua ni describes an independent person..but for an independent biz owner..then wht r the purposes of doing marketing,sales n promotion?

Nak majukan biz mmg kna ada byk cara..my biz may not be as big as urs..but im proud to work on it coz yeah..im dependent on myself

But to promote the biz,even if the biz is on u urself,then perhaps really..maybe..i shld become more aggressive and xcpt sensitive..

Hmmm..

Ntah..

People may not like u for who u r,or wht u r..but maybe they dont like u sbb they dont like u..issue sndri lah tuh..

But for biz..if they dont like ur biz,mesti ada sbb kn?competitor,kot?or maybe it's ur own fault for not handling the biz well..

2 things ive learned, that :

1) bitches r like business people,and likewise..they make great alliances,but they r ur competitors too!
and

2) being nice is good,being too nice nowadays would be construed as stupid as people would take advantage on u.

ye eh?might be true,but positive je lah doa kan yang terbaik ok :)

Im just blabbering..insecure..

Just wanna be better..

Tu je..

-kin-

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

HEALTH : Fungal Ear Infection.

Warning : 18SG.


Ok..look at this..

I wanna show you a picture yg memang menjijikkan..wht do u think?;)

image source : flickr
Nope.. nope not my ear lahhh gambar tuh ;)

Apparently tht guy must be a fungus farmer yg berjaya:p

Even then,would u bear looking or even knowing anyone yg ada bnda gitu kat telinga dia??!!

ok lah,actually bukan pe sgt pun,baru ni MissAshkeen terkena sakit telinga,n mmg sakit..n bila check kat doc it's treatable yet im sure u wouldnt want to get it..

Cane leh terkena eh..
ok hari tu masa lepak2 kat luar,ada my friend bought his ipad along,so i wanna use it tp sbb tgh bising kat luar tuh,dia bg pinjam dia nye earphone..

Masalahnya,
I dunno..the earphone tu kena masukkan dlm telinga,must it suppossed to be hooked kat dlm cuping tuh,or insertkan masuk dlm lubang telinga??

Kalau masuk x leh lah sbb mmg x muat,tp sebab sound earphone tu gempak,i tried masukkan gak kat dlm telinga..lubang telinga dah lah kecik,tolak gak..xboleh gak..n rupa-rupanya sangkut kat cuping je,pun x boleh gak..telinga cacat betullah! ;/

Pastu selang dua hari,tetibe rasa mcm xdgr sblh kiri..rasa mcm block lh..tp lama2 makin sakit,berdenyut2 smpai ke tekak..sakit dia mcmmana nk describe eh?

Mcm airpressure dlm flight gitu,sakit x?kan kat tlinga rasa bingit n kna telan air liur atau tutup hidung hembus kuat2 sbb tlinga rasa tersumbat,pernah kena x?

So mcm tu lah yg MissAshkeen rasa..dok pk pk knape lh boleh kna..lgsung lupe pasal earphone kawan tuh..n i have a habit or using earbuds everyday lps mandi,xde pulak sakit tercucuk dalam masa tuh..

Yg bestnya tu lh degil xnk g klinik awal2..dok rajin tanya buat muka kesian kat org,n semua ckp takpe,sekejap je tuh..nanti eloklah tuh..ok..so i listened to their advice for a week smbil tahan sakit :(

Actually dlm diorg kesian kat kita,tau diorg xleh buat ape kecuali mndengar n consoling us..or buat lawak bg senang hati..most jokes tht i heard dgn sblh telinga ni adalah: "habislah,dah kurang upaya,turunlah mas kawin!!!!"

i wanna get pissed off,but i cant..oh well..

But ntah2 diorg ckp lain..telinga ni kan dah pekak sebelah .. ;)

Tapi......
Bila dah terlampau sakit sampai affecting my work (imagine i had to do 2 presentations dgn audience n i can barely hear nothing,muka confident je hahaha)..

Mmg THAT'S IT!!!Xleh tahan dah ni..to the clinic we shall go!!

So this is my fav clinic,Seri Melawati MedGroup Sdn Bhd..just so u know,it's operating 24-7 around the clock,very convenient,affordable and very professional, seriously :)!
Pic : www.klinikserimelawati.com.my

Rasa docs n nurses kat situ dah muak kot tgk muka MissAshkeen, yes lately hampir setiap bulan mesti pay (n PAY by $) them a visit..ada je sakit tu sakit ni ( ye dah tua i get it:p)

(Plus,kat sblah klinik tuh ada Vet..ada je kucing gemok2 kat luar kedai comellll sgt *happy*)

So my doc ni check lah tlinga ni..n he said..*suspense*

"Congrats.."
??!!! No wayyy lah kan,hahaha :p

"You've got a FUNGAL EAR INFECTION"

Okeh.terdiam jap.
taken from www.entbangalore.com
confirmed mine looked like this,tiny little spores je baru!:)

So doc amik " mini mikroskop yg ada lampu" utk telinga tuh n cucuk dlm telinga n tunjuk the content kat my partner.

Rasa ilang selera jap partner MissAshkeen tuh bila tgk,respect gile sbb dia xturned off smpai skrg hahaha

No wonder sakit!!!ada alien dlm telinga rupenye..ok so dipendekkan crite yg dah panjang nih..doc pun bagi ubat mcm2 n nasihatkan cane nk jaga telinga..

So tu je lah..pastu elok lps 3 hari..lega..

Alhmdulillah dah sihat,tp mmg satu pengalaman yg mengerikan n disgusting..

Well not my fault atleast,kira mangsa keadaan lah ni hahaha..

Xbgtau pun kawan MissAshkeen yg pinjam Ipad tu pasal sakit ni,dia diam je ok lah tu insy allah..malu sgt sbnarnye hahaha

I think u guys shld learn bout this prob here.. It's uncommon tp mmg bahaya sbb boleh lead to cancer kalau xde early prevention..mcm gmbar yg plg teruk tuh mcm dah ada maggot berbunga kat dlm tuh,ada ke patut dia biarkan..xsakit ke in the first place??!!
*seram*

As much as we always take thgs lightly,kena sedar dlm badan kita ni yg plg penting,lagi2 bukan boleh nmpk mcm physical kita..

So dont play doctors,or sibuk nk mintak simpati tp xde action gitu je k..ive learned my lesson n it was a painful one,im telling u!!!:(

Atleast now MissAshkeen dah sihat yeayyy..n the least i cld do to humor people yg dok kutuk2 sakat is: 

image : www.drtbalu.com
nampak nyummy tak????:P hahahha

"nak makan x mushroom soup?kin korek eh dlm telinga ni banyakkk...SEDAP SANGAT!!!!" :P

Pastu buat korek2 tabur sikit dlm mknn diorg kan? yeah im evil,tq!!

Ok mine has only started ok,doc ckp ada spores kecik2 mini dots je baru naik,xde langsung mcm gmbar tu so jgn pk bukan2 ya..

kalau mmg dah mudarat telinga MissAshkeen dah kna jumpe E&T dah kena vacuum!!!



Yeuwww!!!:( i hope u wouldnt get it..but do read more (google plz!) for ur knowledge in the future,Bye!!:)

Fungus Businessowner (NOT!!),
MissAshkeen

*Seriously IF these made u feel scared etc..sorry ok..sharing is caring :)

Friday, 8 March 2013

Blur :( writer's block,or just plain lazy???

okeh..


so far,all i have ever done from the very first start is designing this blog and adding important features to it..

malas..xde idea..bz kot? :(

mcm2 alasan boleh bagi lah kan,
penting samada nak xnk aje sbnarnye..bg lah doa ape pun, try mcm mana cara nak motivate kan diri pun,kalau self will tu lemah mmg xyh lah ckp pe-pe pun :P

but bila kin survey2 n google kat web,this is what they call it writer's block..bila dah blur atau xde idea

dari wikipedia :
Writer's block is a condition, primarily associated with writing as a profession, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work.. 

refer situlah kalau nak tau lebih info ok?:)

idea dah banyak n i did some research too,tp bila hal blogging nih,yeah..mungkin kin suka sgt prepare bnda basic terlebih2 supaya x risau nanti,a perfectionist? maybe..but i think i am when it comes to work..even nak check link n enhancing the features pun satu benda yg kin kena faham betul2..

n how about creating beautiful post/stories for ur readers? would u simply type things up ( lantaklah janji ada post ) or would u draft it carefully on paper,then transfer it all kat blog online,or terus amik masa berkurun on pc drafting n editing n perfecting ur work?

                             (muka mcm real buat keje dpn laptop pdhal dok berangan hhahahah ) 


tu pun salah satu masalah kin gak..since i dont spend much time on the internet ( easily distracted nak godek benda lain ) n slalu g jumpe org for meetings n such,id usually have one notebook with me dgn reference book/novel/important biz stuff with me so that i wouldnt waste my time mndengar atau membebel benda2 yang xpenting  ( kekadang lepak sesaje je,smpai org kata poyo dok pegang buku,sorry lahhhh )..

funny thg is,bila tgh melepak lah dtg mcm2 idea n masa tu gak lah better write things down kan,infact better ideas dtg bila tgh melepak dari duduk kat rumah sorang2..masalah ah umah tu mmg ada hantu pemalas rasanya hahaha :P

tp bila nak transfer balik kat blog,rasa x best je..rasa mcm terover,terserious,terboring..semua lah..last2 xjadi nak post..hmmm..

so now today kin try tulis je terus,kekadang kita lg comfortable menulis bila xberfikir panjang kan,just do it..asal ada post,pastu kalau rasa terlebih terkurang tu boleh je terus edit kan pastu?:P

and thts y sampai skrg x berani lg nak publishkan blog nih,my content x best lagi,asyik mengeluh je hahahha

tapi dah byk kerja buat,perhaps ada benda lah yg boleh crite skit2 kat  sini..


( inilah function laptop,amik gmbar hahaha..nak potong rambut lah!! )

kalau korang perasan post ni agak panjang sbb kin tgh try sebaik mungkin nak bgtau masalah kin ( y am i justifying it pun in the first place??:P) hhahha..padahal delegating malas nk tulis new post lah obviously...

ok ok dah,

doa je lah kin menjadi buat keje kat sini..tq lah sbb baca walaupun merapu hahahahahha

smooches,
missashkeen

p/s : baru nak tmbah tp x jadi..nanti lahhhhhhhh :P



Friday, 22 February 2013

Erk!!

Didnt I Promised myself to hv this blog written in Malay???!!!:/ *pissed of*

Tetibe terganggu tdo..tu lh,bila kita berfikir di dalam bahasa Inggeris,maka secara tidak langsung kita akan bertutur dan menulis di dalam bahasa tersebut:p

But..my written english suxx..big time!!think it's my grammar prob skit nih..yg terror in my family is my lil sis..Yeen..(loll bodek sket harap dia baca hahaha) imagine the other day she asked me to check her report on Syria's issues!!

*Gasps!!!*

Dia pegawai PTD lahhh..mesti lah english terror..sheesh..n tht topic is smthg tht ive nvr bothered to learn nor study..syria??!!my degree pun x cover tuh..cettt

So..
Back to my topic.lah.ok kena practise more in English..but not in this blog lah..will try lah ye.xjanji:p penting sbnarnye utk masa depan,tp xmesra alam rasanya..n itd b embarassing if my grammar semua salah..hmmm *malu*

Need to sleep but i cant.mulalah merapu.

Kesimpulannya:
BM lah..cintailah bahasa kita..:)

Withhhhhhhhhh... some casual writings in English:p sorrryyy:) tq!!

Bye!Zzzz

-MissAshkeen-

P/s : wht do u think,In Malay,or English?:(

Getting ready for the Emcee job!!

Hey all!!!:)

Arent u feeling strange tht im posting smthg here early in the morning?!;)

Well yeah act i hvnt slept yet,had a tiring day yesterday but it was fun as i was bz with another rehearsal for another wedding job..

So yeah..tonight is another wedding job as an emcee for me,n im really2 excited as ths is somewhat diff..but nways all weddings tht i went to r all diff (as in ada own identity) and beautiful pun,no doubt..esp the one tht i handled as their Master of Ceremony..*hint hint hahaha*

Okeh,im gonna get some nap as there r still tons of thgs to b prepared later..perhaps i shall update this blog nanti2 about ths beautiful wedding tonight..dah ngantuk dah..:(

But wish me luck ya!!Insy Allah ill try to perform at my best!


Smooches,
MissAshkeen

P/S: I simply ADORE weddings!!!!!!!!:)



UPDATE :

Seriously,bukan senang nak jadi Pengacara Majlis / Emcee / Master of Ceremony utk majlis perkahwinan,keramaian atau event..byk benda yg selalu org amik mudah. Skrip majlis dan aturcara adalah 2 benda yang paling penting utk memastikan perjalanan majlis lancar..

Bersyukur sangat sbb walaupun bekerja sebagai freelancer,tp dpt byk tunjuk ajar dari mereka yang lebih berpengalaman Alhamdulillah :)

Thursday, 21 February 2013

Hello:)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

I think this wld do for now..designing my blog..was delegating actually sbb rasanya mcm terkena writer's block ( lol,a blogging term tht ive just learned hahaha )

Anyway..still ill try to update whts needed for the design,funny enough a friend of mine, a Prof Doc teased me saying tht my template looks like a matress nye print:p hahaha he was only kidding but seriously i think yes it does pun LOL..well,agaknya sbb mmg slalu buat keje atas katil so ok lah tuh ;)

N ppl asked y "lipstick,rainbow,bunnies and fairies..literally"? Hmmm..these are just thgs tht i love *girlish girlish*

Nope my content wont be on these subjects sgt pun..but literally speaking,these lil thgs means a lot to me..my love for fashion,makeup and beauty,cuddly animals,real life experiences etc,dreams,happiness and fantasies in which im trying really hard to make it real in life..

Moreover,this blog would b about me,my life and my work..and for you to enjoy,laugh together and learn whatever tht may b important to you,for i haveee so many good stuff :p tht i wld love to share with you..Insy Allah!

So bear with me,be nice as we r no diff from one another..and doakan yg terbaik utk kita semua k? :)

*So happy as things are working out nicely now,alhmdulillh..and bismillahi tawakallah* <3

Bliss,and blessed..
Miss Ashkeen
*smoochies* ;)




Monday, 18 February 2013

Waaaiiiitttt......

Heyyy..

am i a Blogger now? am i? am i now?:P * excited tetibe hahahah*

hahahha...macam belom je..still an empty post and the design masih x cantik..yeah i knw the content is much more important,but...

tunggu eh..sbb tgh buta IT so lembab skit..and also im feeling kinda scared to write up a post..wpun byk idea..so plz bear with me kejap je k.

so plz dear readers and followers ( perasan hahhaha ) sabar kejap je.lemme try and settle thgs that has to be settled first dulu ya..

cant wait to blabber somemore to u in the next post LOL..for now,tq n TQ for even reading this !! :)

ciao!

Bismillahi Tawakallah,
- Miss Ashkeen -